Don't Quit.

You don't want people to see your most fragile side.

Nevertheless, it's inevitable if God wants to reveal it.

That night, needless to say, was a damn dramatic night.  

Emotion explosion didn't only shock my housemates, also myself. 

Sorry that I wasn't under control as I'd been holding on for quite a while already.

First time ever, I dashed out from the jail-like so-called house. Mok followed. 

In fact, she was the person who's supposed to run out. 

What a twist of the story. 

I felt like quicken my pace so that I could get lost from her sight. 

But I couldn't dump her alone even though I needed a dark corner to be flooded with my tears. 

With my Ipod on, I could still hear my cries, and also Mok's footsteps behind. 

We walked to the park where we always hanged out and loitered. 

Approached empty swings but spotted a couple dating there.

'' Shoot. Get a room. Right now, I need that more than you do. Ish. -.- Go another direction. "
Finally we settled down at the private swing in the corner of the park.

Cried the most heart-aching cries, no one could see it but my head was shaking in my heart. 

Hopelessness was the remaining emotion that ran wild at that time. 

Thanks for giving me a hug Mok although it seemed a bit Les. Eww. And I felt sorry for wetting your sleeve. 

Other than this mushroom, there was another person appeared all of a sudden.

We could hardly bump into him in the park by chance. Why that night?! 

This guy passed by us talking to the phone. Mok and I freezed. If not mistaken, both of our jaws dropped.

I was like: '' WTH! He can't see me, he can't see me. " I prayed hard and managed to hold my breath and tears at that moment. 

'' Pheww. Lucky. Just don't let him walk back here. Lol. '' Continued with my cries. 

'' Hey. '' Time wasn't even tickling.

God was making fun of me. '' You gotta be kidding me. No way. ''

I turned my head. Okay, doomed. -.-

Mok's and my heart talked, '' It's fate. LOL. ''

Drama went on. Everything came to the surface. 

I liked it when everyone was speaking their true selves.

God knows that I love my friends. Especially when they talk to me. I mean, Talk. 

Mok gave me a hug, and now I offered one for this friend. 

The concern and love were transferred and they would come back to you. It is all about give-and-take. 

I found that I liked hugging people nowadays instead of speaking. 

Words give one chance to hurt people orally.

Embrace doesn't require words, thus you have no opportunity to spout nonsense. 

Plus, the support is much more solid than spoken language. 

So there goes another episode of my life story. 

25/3/2012 I will remember that night, no doubt about that. 

I don't even think I can forget it until I get Alzheimer's disease. Lol.

One of the best quotes that I would like to share with you here.

Guys, get a reward from it.

I wish you, you and I are able to overcome the obstacles. God bless us. 

Till then.