Back On Stage.

Yes, it's like a dream came true!

It has been ages since I last participated in singing competition.

Was it surprising? Hahaha. 

But.

Hey man! I'm a freshman now! It's time to spice up my life! 

As some of you know, I love changes.

I don't wanna remain as the inert Carmen during high school.

Thus, I put on my favourite Red stiletto,

and performed my favourite song which I've been longing to sing since I was really young.

And I did it,

with FISians and Tro11olol's support.

Got the highest vote. Got bronze! Thank you very much guys!

I know that a few of them really gave a lot and never asked for anything in return.

Some stayed back to be my loyal audience, some (Shaun & Xinyi) helped me out for the video, some gave me opinions on my singing, some (Alan & Eve) were more nervous than me before the result was announced. Lols!

Of course, not to forget my dear roommate & bedmate - Mok!

She cooked me barley, helped me in choosing songs, sneaked out from cheerleading practice to watch me singing, etc...

Justine showed up to support me! <3

Look at the glowing phones! It made me feel like I was having concert!
Arigato Tro11olol! <3

Thanks to Shaun for the 'Carmen I love you!' 

& Thanks to Syeyi for the 'You're amazing!' (or something like that) Hahaha!

I felt so loved.

I truly appreciate it. I am genuinely thankful for having them around.

I will cherish these awesome people, I promise.

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Hmm. I have a lot of words but need to find a way to start. 

Alright.

It has come to my realization that self-reflection is becoming a routine stuff lately.

When I look back the way of how I made up my mind and decided to go for Medicine,

without heart and passion, I've gone through all.

There were several turning points which led me to where I am right now.

Sometimes I think, if I opted for another pathway, I would not be better than who I am at this moment.

(So bye psychology!)

I could imagine what would I be in the near future.

I could foresee something right in front of my eyes.

If I succeed in my studies for the next five years...

I will be a person who is useful, responsible, independent, capable, knowledgeable, etc...

Well, I have no idea how am I going to do this, but I believe God will guide me through.

People always say you need something to keep you going.

Something that gives you power, strength and motivation.

When I started thinking about something that would aid me through the hard times from now on,

the people here came across my mind.

Yes, I met a bunch of awesome human beings and I am pretty sure that they will be my energy drive.

Thank God for everything after the experience of so many obstacles.

For now, I feel something here in my heart. 

I guess passion has got the key to my heart; 

commitment has found the lost kid who is loitering around in a maze.