Ain't nobody got time for blogging?

Nope, I got. Hahaha.

Have not been talking much these two weeks.

Therefore I really need to express a little here just in case I got depressed.

Counting down for exams.

Three more days to go!

Things are going okay. Not too bad. To me, all this while I consider my work as productive already.

Remember I was a stressless kid? Not anymore since college year when I've accepted the scholarship.

Everyone is saying: You JPA student, won't fail one.

And I'm like: Dafuq?! JPA? It's either life or death, dude. 

Ever since I signed the contract, I have been expected this load of stress. I thought I could handle and cope with it very well. But I forgot that Money is an Evil. 

The purpose of being a scholarship holder is to lighten my parents' burden.

Well everything has two sides. It's like standing on a line high up in the sky. I must walk through it steadily with good performance, otherwise I fall and end up with nothing but bring more troubles not only for myself, also dad and mom. 

I fear of falling because I don't wanna put them into more troubles. They have had enough.

I remembered a word of my friend, "I wanna be rich. I don't want my kids to fight for scholarships like we did. Even if they work hard, they might not even get a cent of it. I want them to be free."

To some extent, I agree with her. I don't want my children to be very stressful too. It is unhealthy. But in reality... Stress is inevitable. 

Dear kids, mommy will try to give you a good life. I can't promise, but I will try, alright? :)

I've been calling my parents almost everyday. For no purpose. I just need to talk. They felt my stress I think. A little joke yesterday while talking to my mom.

Mom: Good luck for you in the exams!

Me: Good luck for YOU. 

Time is ticking by so quickly; time is crawling by so slowly.

That's contradictory, right?

However, in a blink of eye, today will be exam day, then today will be holiday. 

Time passes by without warning.

Today I am trying my best. God bless me, please. And bless my comrades.

I hope and I believe, all of us will leave the exam hall with a smile shining on our faces, as bright as the sun. Good days await! Ah... Gambateh! Btw, thanks for the 征能量! :)