Contentment.

Hi, it's been a long time huh? Thanks for being a loyal reader.
Here's an update, like finally. Hmm, they are just some of my recent thoughts. :)

If you would like to listen...

How is life unpredictable?
You can't imagine what's going to happen next. Seriously.

I've been through quite a lot lately.
Well, I don't know how I survived everything.

To my realization, nothing in life, happy or sad, is everlasting.
I almost lost my life. And I learned so many lessons from the narrow escape.

The blood flowing in my circulation today is like still water.
Just like how I reacted when I got burnt by super hot green tea.

If I were still the Carmen a few months back then, I would have been very frustrated and turned into a black-face at that moment. However, I didn't.
Of course, my mood was slightly affected plus I was pretty exhausted the other day. But I didn't think that it was really a big matter. After all, I've gone through one of the worst things in life.

I nearly died.

Yes it's PTSD. What's more traumatizing was seeing the person whom you cared get hurt or in danger. I fear of losing anyone whom I know and I love. Therefore I always hope God bless you all.

Please, please, please take good care of yourself(esp driving!).


Right now, I really appreciate for everything and I am really thankful for having all you awesome people who always shower me with love and concern. Thank you. And thank God I am learning to cherish you all. :)