Guilt

Oh my goodness. I didn't know that I've spent so much money on accessing the internet through phone!
Sorry Mom. Although I didn't say it out, I really feel so very sorry about this. :(
Ishh. Carmen, for God's sake. Please spend well on useful things or matter.
I'll go back to Beruas as soon as possible. This will definitely help to save money and cut down some expenditure. Gosh. I'm down, down, down at the moment!
Couldn't forgive myself when Mom didn't blame me but 'advised' me not to use phone for Facebook-ing!
Ugh. Feeling better to put the guilt into words here.
But still, SORRY. ;(