Shut. Up.

I'm no hypocrite. Why didn't you believe me?
Being kind is also a fault? I just didn't take everything to heart.
There's no wrong of having no strong personal principles right?

Perhaps you weren't as serious as I was in this matter, or you were joking.
But I took it like a big deal for me.

It hurt a little. Perhaps my heart was too fragile.
I know the reason why I felt sad over this.

Well, I don't care about other people's opinions on me, but yours can have huge influence on my mood.
It's not that I'm a Les. I treat you as my bestfriend here.
That's why I care.


Sometimes I hate the tone you talk to me.
It is so damn obvious that I think everybody can see how does the way you talk to me differ from the way you talk to the others.
I convince myself that you see me as your family too because that's the way you interact with them.
However, I still feel hurt at times.

Perhaps I care too much? I'm too over?
Perhaps I should from now on shut my mouth up...