It was, in fact, a small matter.
But I really had a wave of chills running down my spine yesterday.
Well, I should have thought of the very possible reason of the incident. I actually did.
However, there were a lot of things that put me into a paranoic state.
There were so many criminals happened nearby recently.
And apparently there is no more gender discrimination when it comes to crimes.
"Where's our boss???"
"What if he's kidnapped? Not very possible."
"What if he's robbed? What if he trips and falls? What if he is unconscious?", my heart echoed.
Everybody seemed calm. So did I, but definitely not on the inside.
My nerves were curling up like my hair!
No replies.
No phone calls.
Sooner or later, CBON began to worry... you could see anxiety on our faces.
Cyanide decided to check if his car was still there and search for him. I stayed.
It was a very bad feeling when you could only wait for any news.
What's worse was you had to do what you were supposed to do at that moment and stay cool.
As for last night, I had to do something which could easily stress me out - cooking.
Cooking gas was finished off... Things were in a mess... Sudden heavy rain... Everything were bad signs.
Gosh. The ambience was scary. I couldn't concentrate.
When everything had gone into turmoil, fear crept in...
"If I were to lose a friend just like that, how am I going to survive the hopelessness? I cannot imagine..." Perhaps I overreacted. Okay I did. Lol.
"No, no, no. Everything will be fine. Smile, law of attractions."
That was the only thing I could do.
When Cyanide finally found our boss, I felt so weightless, so relieved.
My heart screamed, "Thank God!" Cyanide must be 'phewed', too.
Cyanide the girls and boss were back. And then we had dinner in a pretty quiet mode.
Guess CBON were tired... 身心疲惫... Well, perhaps Boss was unhappy about something too? No idea.
No matter how, as long as everybody is safe and sound. That's what I wish for.
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