Every person has a different point of view in seeing certain matters.

Every person has his or her own ways.

Perhaps I am too kind?

Or am I over friend-centred? 

Actually I had some hard feelings because of disappointment.

However, that's forgivable.

It's not that they don't love me, it's just their carelessness.

And I shouldn't take it to my heart.

Nothing actually happened. LOL. O_O

*bang my head on the wall*

But I am just too used to my style,

considering of others before thinking of myself,

although sometimes I am a little selfish.

Many of my sisters have told me before, not to be too truthful to people.

" Do not 'invest' all into relationships because you'll never know if they are cheater or backstabber.

If you give too much, in the end you'll get hurt. So try to protect yourself. "

Well, sorry to myself as I still prefer to be good.

Because I am born this way!

:)

Thank God I still have one (even if there's tornado in IMU),

who treats me like a dear (only my dad does that) and never fails to make me laugh... 

and cry. :P

I was thinking: not every friend of mine actually cares every bit and piece of me.

At that moment, I so hoped that this genuine silly genius budday was by my side.

"Eh Carmen don't bully your bf!" said someone last night.

I was like: "Hey man, he is no bf. We're way beyond that okay!"

Awww...  lazy to explain dy. Way too complicated hahaha! :*

A little bit sensitive after waking up from a bad dream.

I'm just grumbling with some mood swing just so I can update my secret cellar.

Kamendong!

You don't complain about problems, 

instead you focus on what your friends have done to you since the very beginning.

Yep.

Still love them anyways.

After all I'm a forgetful person.

What happened just now???

Hahaha! <3