Her presence.

It's kinda unfair when somebody you know doesn't even notice your presence in this world.
Small world, small world.

Do you ever stalk your friends and realize that their friends are one of yours too?
I like that phenomenon. It's like a drama scene.
Everything can be such a coincidence. Or perhaps. It's the job of Fate The Show Director.

Make full use of your imagination. I do this every moment in my life.
Thinking there might be someone you know or close to walk by your side when you squeeze through the crowd down the street.
I can always feel that. And I 'm actually an idiot. 
What I do is 'cute' in a better word.
As I believe that I may meet a friend anywhere in this world. I will turn over my shoulder to look around.
Ah! I can recognize no one here. Sigh. Disappointed once again.

I would like to meet her personally if I'm given a chance.
High expectations never bring you satisfaction.
But I really look forward to be friend or sister with this lady.

Maybe this is wishful thinking. Probably mindless dreaming...

Hello Stranger. :)

Love to be loved.

Hug me into your embrace. 

For how long you never hold me in your arms? 

Please. 

Stand by me when I need you.

I don't take you for granted. 

Appreciation is the belief that I hold.

My mind is all about you.  

I love you. 

And I love to be loved by YOU. 

The Icon Night.

Many wearing baju kurung, some wearing formal attire and some with 'the night gowns.'
I was dressed up in black tonight. Another OL look.

Things are changing for the better... or worse?
No idea. Doing some self-reflection after the function.
Am I changing too much these days?
How? I don't know whether I like the Carmen nowadays or not.
If I dislike her, I can still turn back everything and leave them stay as normal as they could.
Or else, it will be irreversible for the next six years... Perhaps, for decades.

Scandals are spreading around the college now.
Darren & Mei... Sze Yuan & Mok... :)
Me and Ya Theng...?!! As what did Kah Nian said, the newlywed Lesbians couple. HAHA! Lol =.="
Anyway, loads of fun indeed!
It was an awesome night after all. Fantastic!

I don't want to talk about it.

I miss their voices and smiles and hugs.
There was a text from one of my best friends. 

It was a very long message from her. 

I supposed to be quite normal at the moment, but she made me so touched and put me into a state of Emo. 

A friend in need is a friend indeed. So true.
Sometimes, I'll think too much nonsense. But I can have no control over my mind. 

I know I'm doing something silly. But I somehow enjoy the way you tried to make me miss you.
Gonna make it a full stop. A complete ending for the story.
It's really good to see you having an awesome life now, with handsome dudes and pretty girls.
Jealousy is killing me! Live to the fullest on behalf of me too! :)

WHAT?!!

What's wrong with you?
What is happening?
What is this all about?
What are you doing?
What's with the face?
What's the matter?
What is what? WHAT???

Tell me What!
Ugh. Whatever.

SMILE. :)

Smile. The BEST make up on your face.
Carmen's friends all know, that she likes to smile.
Yeah. Indeed.
In fact, everyone looks attractive when he or she smiles.
To me, staying cheerful is the way other than music to live my life to the fullest!
I love people to make me laugh.
The reason why. Is that I love to listen to my own laughter.
Insane me. Haha.
Cause I will feel great by doing so especially when I have a bad day.

But I know.
I will lose my smile someday.
I will become very ugly without my best make up on.
Despite the challenges and hardships in the coming days, that I cannot foretell,
I will try my very best to keep my smile. The classic one. :)
I will seek for you, my friends, who can always cheer me up in just a second.
As you are the BEST make up kit for me.

Smile is the happiness. :)

Speechless.

Someone loves to do that to me. Through a long distance. 

I can smile or even laugh with the speechlessness. 

I like it though. :)

Men will not find themselves a higher status wife. 

We discussed about this topic today. After the lab.

It's very true. Same point of view.

If I were a boy, for sure, it'd be a NoNo for a girl who is stronger or more capable than me. 

Question of the day : Is pride really that important for guys? YES! Of course!! 

Anybody here wants a doctor wife? Come come come. 

I've got a lot of female doctors to be introduced to you. Lol.

There might be some exceptions. Mr Kisiao. 

(Xiang, I guess only you can get what I wanna tell) 

Surprisingly, he doesn't mind his wife being a doctor! He even planned everything. As if his wife is The....Lia. 

What a weird friend I have. Or outstanding one. 

I miss you making me speechless. How?  :)

Tears.

Sometimes, tears are the only magic potion which can make you feel better when you are down.
With time, your heart heals.