We are who we are.

No one has control over your life.

But you. YOU LIGHT UP YOUR OWN LIFE. :)

I don't fly.

United Kingdom, United States, Australia, Japan, Germany, Russia...

People are flying to different countries. 

Far from home.

Well yes. 

I envy them. Very much. 

Sighs. 

Why am I staying? 

Why can't I fly, too? 

Is this my destiny? 

Sorry, I know it sounds a little too serious to say that. 

I just spout nonsense here. 

This is life. Isn't it? 

Not everyone has the opportunity like others. 

Not everyone is lucky enough to go overseas. 

But God loves His child. With the same amount of love. 

No one gets more. Or less. 

Just that you're gifted in different aspects in life. 

You might have the chance to fly. To soar above your own sky. 

Life's hard. And yet, it's full of surprises. 

Think in the other way round. 

Think of what you have. Not what you don't have.

The Dream from the subconscious.

'' Mouthed an OMG just after I woke up from a nap.

Couldn't believe I would dream about you in such a short while.

Unbelieveable man.

How I wished it to be true.

If you were to appear just right in front of me.

As I realized that I have been missing you so so much.

Thanks. Well, you made me smile after so long.

In my dream.

For now, I am awake. :) ''

How I wish to see you.

Even though I don't know what do you think about us.

We are friends. Long lost friends.

When will you be coming back. I wonder.

Would you come to me right after you land.

Like what you've promised me,

' Wait for me. I will come back. Stay single till then. ' 

Who knows. She may STILL be your one and only tuxedo. First love.

And I am just a T-shirt. Or a rag. The second official date girl.

Hahaha. Anyway.

You will still be missed. As always.

I thank you for the little sweetness in my dream.

Mouthed an OMG just after I woke up from a nap.
Couldn't believe I would dream about you in such a short while.
Unbelieveable man.
How I wished it to be true.
If you were to appear just right in front of me.
As I realized that I have been missing you so so much.

Thanks. Well, you made me smile after so long.
In my dream.
For now, I am awake. :)

Gap.

Things seem complicated sometimes. 

Somebody told me, ' Life goes on.'

But who knows, you may not see the sun tomorrow? 

It has been a few busy weeks with massive workload. 

Well. At least I saw a rainbow. A little sweetness in the bitter soup.

A contented life is not bad at all. Just that I really need some sleep and time. 

God takes good care of me. I know that. 

Everyone is giving me encouragement. What brings you power is friends. Be it old or new ones.

Did a lot of presentations these days. It's tiring but somehow satisfying, if you've done well. 

It's now October. Anybody wanna go back to September? Taylor Swift would be the only one?

Exam's around the corner. 

I am still the Carmen that you know. I WANNA CHANGE. 

Where to get motivation from? 

Today, I almost have forgotten what I desire. 

Here's a warm reminder for you guys : 

' Dreams are meant to be reached.' 

I understand, however, reality always disappoints us. 

Life sucks. And what matters most is LIVING.