Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Last chance? Hopefully not.


One phone call.
Without second thought, I said yes.

Naive, am I?
I've heard a lot about his changes. All negative comments.

Yes, people do change with time.

But as you know, one does not give up or a heart does not die until one sees or experiences it by himself.
Therefore, just let me be.

I actually doubt about the reason that he told me.
However, I gave it one last try to test what kind of person he is.

If everything is a lie, our friendship will be gone.

Gone. 



People may think that I'm stupid.

Well.

I don't give a damn about what I give. Money's nothing.
I care about how he treats our friendship. That's it.



Hey.

You can fool me.
But please do not ever misuse my trust towards you, my dear.

Otherwise I'm sorry, goodbye. No mercy.

We were once so close.
I really wish you to be on the right track of what you're doing.






Please, don't let me down.


Sunday, April 21, 2013

Top of the world.


Perhaps the title above sounds a little bit exaggerating.

However, when you look down from the summit of a mountain(or just a hill),
you'll get what I'm trying to say.


Nicely edited by Your Majesty Ray.


Many said that Tabur Hill is a dangerous place for hiking especially for beginners.

People are not encouraged to climb there.
Even if you insist, you're actually required to report to the police.


Although we were a little worried about it, we did not hold back.
Instead, we gave it all out and decided to take up the challenge.

We did not make any report. Plus, none of us got adequate rest the night before we went there.

Thank God for blessing this group of daring kids.



It was a great experience to most of us who were amateur hikers.
What fascinated us was the nature in the jungle as well as the breathtaking view which brought our mind to the stress-free state.








Here are some beautiful pictures snapped by Evie.
They are beautiful because of the love in them. Yep.


20th April 2013

Group 11 was at approximately 330m(Googled lol) above the ground! We rock! ;)


I don't think we could conquer Tabur Hill successfully without a good leader.
And this time...


Our leader was Raymond The Boss! Spot his confident face?
With his guidance, we climbed up and down with minimal injuries.

He really did an awesome job, no doubt about that.




"That rock is slippery! Try to slide down a bit."
Woah, I was not bad too. Haha! To be frank, I was quite steady eh. My heart did not experience any tachycardia or palpitation even when I was on the edge of rock. :P

Sorry that sometimes I was a bit slow. That was not because of me being afraid, but I was thinking and choosing my way. Ahaha. Paiseh la.







Throughout the trip, I saw how we helped one another physically and mentally.


This was the hardest part to me. With only a rope to reach down.
Perhaps it was because we used the wrong way.


The guys from Group 11 are all very caring and protective. Not forgetting the sweet girls too. We've made it to the top hand in hand.

I am really grateful to have them. :)



Look at their brotherhood!

I was so glad to see this scene(in fact there were more, only this moment was captured).
Despite some conflicts weeks ago, eventually they still stay close together. I prefer my juniors(my kids) to be more cheerful. :)




Check this out! Haw my gawd! That's our little Minyien!

Nah, you thought she was weak? Don't judge people by their size!

Her determination would always surprise you. Like how she wowed us on that day.
The station in this photo was the most challenging one for her(most of us too) I supposed?

She took quite a while to overcome her psychological barrier but in the end she made it!
You don't know how cold her hands were at that time!

Nevertheless, she's a tough girl indeed. Her ability is out of your expectation. ;)







Dreams are sky-high. But as long as you keep your commitment towards them,
you can bring yourself closer and eventually reach them.








Other than the achievement, one more thing that had made my day was the love among us.



"Be careful, people!"
"Are you okay? Do you need any help?"
"Give me your hand."
"Trust me."
"You can do it!"


My lips were pulled into a U-curve when I heard all of these. :)

The care and concern were so genuine.

I really love seeing people offer and receive help. I love it to be a two-way stuff.
You can barely feel it nowadays because the cruel reality is consuming our sincere heart and nature.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Twenty.


Episode One

This is gonna be a brief post as life has been a little hectic to me.


Yep. Today's my BIG day!
And I finally get to wear my Taylor dress. Hopefully it's not too over to wear it on this special day, to me.

My friends gave me a cool early surprise last night and it was awesome.
It was very unexpected. My eyes welled up with tears of joy.

One thing I was grateful for was, what they had done in order to make my birthday a remarkable one.
Although I did not really know the details about it, I understood that it needed plans and efforts.


What made it more touching was some of them who live far actually stayed back late for it.
Also, I know that those who suck at telling lies tried so hard to cover up their real faces and put on a temporary mask. Hahaha. :P


I'd been thinking of a combined of all. I guess they made it to me.
I'd been wishing that somebody would sing Leehom's song for me on my birthday. And I think they did it too, a group of them.
I'd been hoping for a family kind of celebration or gathering. I had it too.

And so, hugs and kisses were gifted to almost everyone (some are huggiephobic lol) who joined last night.



Pic stolen from Novin! He's so pro in editing photos now! Hahaha.



Of course, needless to say, I received some sweetness from my Johorian hot stuffs too.

Jie called me and the phone call was intermittent one but sweet to the max. Her voice was always filled with warmth and assurance. On the other hand, my precious irreplaceable Ciawen wrote me a love letter with a few terms in it. What a lawyer. She also bought me a necklace! I love you forever, like ever. ;) I know there'll be more wishes to come.


An arigato, Je t'aime for everybody in advance.
I truly appreciate everything I have right now.




As I have said, I sayang myself, not perasan yeah. Hahaha.

Therefore I had myself a (considered) huge birthday present in advanced, which was a ticket to Leehom's concert! God bless me. I even watched him within a stone's throw distance for about 2 hours! Moreover, we had eye contact and interactions! Twice!! First concert in live, in life. Unforgettable.


Special thanks to my roommie, the little tiny mushroom.
She has been very tolerant and patience with me since... since we became friends.


Like my sister. Saya cinta padamu!

I love you too. Although I always say that, I still mean it okay! ;)



Twenty. I wish it will be a great year with all these adorable people in my uni life.
Not to forget my babes in hometown and Jaybee, miss them loads too.

Twenty. A beginning of my adult life.
I wish everyone all the best, all is blessed. :)


Muax! :*