Xinzhe's Farewell.

This kaki was supposed to join us again in IMU but made up his mind to go Indonesia instead. 

Hmm, kinda sad, departure is unbearable, especially the one of friend's or family member's. Thus we decided to do something for him. Something simple but filled with love. Each of us wrote some heartfelt words on colour papers and made them into a small booklet. And because he was with us all the time in the college to settle the remaining stuffs, we needed to avoid him seeing us doing the work. Apparently we looked very suspicious and I thought he was scratching his head at that moment. Lol. 

We went to Neway in SSTwo after finishing everything there. Needless to say, it was the ktv session!

The rooms there were the most luxurious ones ever. They provided customers with gaming stuffs too like Wii or PS3! All in one room! Our room was huge! They divided it into two compartments but still connected. When we were gaming, we could also sing along as there was a lyrics screen in that compartment. Not to mention the sound quality. We love this place so much! 

In between the time, Mok and I went out and walked to Fujifilm shop somewhere away from Neway to print a cover photo for that booklet. When we were done, we informed others to forward a song called Friends (in Mandarin). We were back into the room, right timing and then we moved to the front of the screen and sang out loud to Xinzhe. He seemed like do not understand the situation that 'hey, this is a surprise.' 朋友不曾孤单过，一生朋友你会懂，还有伤还有痛，还要走，还有我。一句话一辈子，一生情一杯酒。And how could we not cry when the lyrics were so touching? We took out the farewell gift and handed to him. No one liked to see people leaving, neither did us. :(

It was one of the most marvelous K I have had. We were so high, standing on the couch, singing the hot songs, shouted and screamed like nuts! 'Sing with me!' 'Friends on the right hand side!' It was like a concert! Hahaha! Another thing I have to mention here is that this Mr Owl has been practising the song that I wanted to sing since long ago. A duet song known as 十分·爱. He picked that song and I asked, 'You know how to sing?' while he answered, 'Maybe can?' And I was so surprised and touched while singing it with him! He learned every word and we sang without any rehearsal, once, and perfect!! A BIG THANK YOU for you, Xinzhe. :')

We didn't know that day was nightmarket in SSTwo. And when we left Neway, you thought of traffic congestion? Nope, we didn't worry about that. What stunned us was that our cars were trapped in it! Epic scene ever! Hahaha! We were so tired but we couldn't go home yet. No choice, we had to walk around the pasar malam and hunted for food. It was all fated! Lol! We had to wait for the stalls to close before we could leave. 3 to 4 hours to spend. After having our 'dinner', we went to the nearby music cafe. Seriously it was God's will. I wanted to go there since I knew about its existence. Also the same for pasar malam, all of us wanted to go before exams. Now, all were arranged for us. 

This guy is 2 years elder than us. Since the beginning of the course (一开始就跟YMCA比较投缘), he has been bringing us to many places and colouring up our boring lives here. Apart from singing, we went yumcha in the middle of the night, we went to Port Dickson, we went to the most famous pasar malam, we went to an awesome concert which was the first time I had it live in front of me, not tv at home, we went to eat durians on the roadside in KL... Memories... Like what I said, 一切尽在不言中。We've been giving each other support all these times, that's not going to end thought. We'll keep in contact. And I will miss the time we sang together, perfect blend of voices! Hahaha. I'm always perasan in this, as usual. :P See I drew so many hearts for you! Always there for you man! 加油，胡信哲！

Life's a roller coaster.

I wonder. How many ups and downs have I been through this whole year? No idea.
What I'm so sure about is that I've added more ingredients - a bunch of awesome friends, into my unpredictable life.


The End of College.

College life is over. And, I have indescribable mixed feelings.
:) as finally I can have a break and escape from the hectic lifestyle, for about 2 months.
:( because I soon have to welcome another more challenging chapter of my long journey. Plus, some friends will be leaving and I might not have the chance to see them again in a short while.


Graduation trip.

Two-day Redang Island trip was fantastic!
It was rushing all the time but I had a lot of fun, truly. I hope everybody else felt the same.
What an angelic place, you would see bluish, greenish crystal clear water, fine white sand, people with no bad intention, 'safe' animals, etc... Such a scenic view took our breath away!


We did many insane things there. The most overwhelming one was snorkelling.
I got into the deep ocean on the first day, but due to the problematic goggle mask and my cannot-swim body, I quitted before I saw anything. That was really a buzzkill. -.-
Fortunately, we went to the Marine Park somewhere away from Redang too, for another round.
The snorkelling guide was a very kind person. He took us around and showed us different corals. Dipping my head into water, the mask was okay and finally I managed to see the beauty under the sea.


Darren - Born with Talent.


We made an earlier birthday celebration for Darren - my future housemate.
How? It wasn't easy to arrange a surprise on an island, honestly. We booked a blueberry cheesecake but there was a schedule to follow. Early morning, we sneaked out from our group to another resort to get a cake but then we were told that we could only order one after 11am. Lol? Therefore we had to go again after the snorkelling session that day.

However, everything ran smoothly I supposed. At night, we went so-called 'drinking' at the same resort where we prepared the cake. When we asked the live band to sing us a birthday song, we couldn't get the cake out as the 5-star hotel gave too-good service! They had to purposely go up to don't-know-where to bring out the cake. We thought that the surprise was a failure. Well, when we made it and brought the cake towards our table and Darren, I saw 'Yay' in everybody's face.

I saw Darren's eyes were welled up. I don't know whether he was too moved or 'gek' because he never liked these stuffs which would make him look embarrassing. Anyway, I think he received our sincerity.



Night-time fun.

The night was still young after the celebration and cocktail-drinking. What up next was star-watching and seashell-collecting time! There was a guy named Abang Din who became our tour guide all of a sudden. Perhaps we were too cute. Hahaha. He guided us in snorkelling and showed us different corals and marine life, for example, hexagon-shaped starfish, mushroom coral, etc.

That night he saw us back to resort and taught us how to sweep the white sand on the beach so that we could see the Blue Sand there. So guess what? We really saw them! The mysterious Blue Sand! They were actually the microscopic crustaceans called Bioluminescent Ostracods (Googled. Lol. XD). Omg there were a number of things we did, couldn't remember the details already! Oh yeah, Abang Din was also friendly to help us take group photos. He even asked us to pose and chose various angles as background! Such a kind person, I know right!



Insanity.

Date: June 25           Time: 12am onwards            Venue: 92 Student House

This was another surprise but organized by Prince Ronald for Darren.
For your information, there was always a typical celebration for birthday boys in their house. Curious? Here is what you wanna know. They force the birthday guy into a cubicle inside the living room, and pour everything they have and 'weapons' bought from Jusco such as flour, eggs, soft drinks, oil, condensed milk, milo...

We girls joined for the first time. And this Prince was trying to trap us all inside! That was jaw-dropping! We planned that together but we fell into the double trick. This made-in-China royalty was crazy! Un also! I couldn't believe it. Lucky finally we didn't kena, but in fact, I expected to cover my clothes with flour in the little riot. Lol. Overall, the prank was fun. I just pitied the guys in the cubicle: poor Darren, Yih Jeng, Novin and Haziq. The roommates (Darren & Jeng) were damn hilarious. I think I can never forget about this. Hahaha.



Back in One.

A year is gone within an eye's blink.
Last night I dropped by I-City again. It was livelier than the other day I went.
Things have changed, a lot. So do people. Cities are really powerful. They turn and twist mankind's personalities without your notice. You may become stronger, you may become weaker. But you are given with options, either changing for the better or the worse. The LED light bulbs are still as charming as yesterday.
Time can change everything, only if you allow it to.


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This FIS year ended beautifully.
So I shall now, Say Hello to Goodbye...  cause it's gone forever.

Next chapter, I'm waiting for your arrival. I'm welcoming you in open arms. I have no idea who you are, but please be good, embrace me with love and kindness. Uncertainties spice up my life, however, adding too much might distort its taste. God bless me, my friends and family. *fingers crossed*

- 终-

好吧，我知道现在不是适当的时候，可是我一定要在这里打上一个小记号。

终于，这一年里的最后一次考试在进行着。
生物学已算过关，明天就是化学了。

每次小考的成绩都烂得把总分拉到谷底，这次也不例外。
所以，明天要拼个你死我活！
可是上次那关于‘有机’化学的小考弄得我失去信心。现在的我患上‘有机’恐惧症。不过我还是豁出去了！

老天爷，请保佑我。

现在我不是临时抱佛脚哦，我一直以来的祈祷，您应该都听得见吧。

明天算是决定命运的日子。您就别再戏弄我了。
我赔不起所有的损失。我背着大家对我的期望，不想令他们失望，尤其是我的家人。


终极考试。
化学，我要征服你！

加油！

雯   上

下一页的我

就要出发 是吗 这问题困扰着我

是个可能吧 或许想太多 有的梦不去做好可惜

我害怕吗 有点 孤单很痛的 对不对

我得放下 翻开这一页 没时间像过去

Welcoming another brand new chapter of my life, 

hopefully everything will be fine.

No matter how it turns out, I will brace myself with courage and stay tough.

A drop that matters

Drop! Drop!
A drop of true admiration
But admiration knows no love
Yet it's light that leads to your heart


Drop! Drop!
A drop of light within
When this light glows
Then you discover genuine love


Drop! Drop!
A drop of pure love
It's easy to have a drop of moment
But it's hard to fill a pond with these drops


Drop! Drop!
A drop that never ceases
You have created an ocean from these drops
How amazing, how wondrous!
When this love spreads to all beings                                                        By Dzogchen Ponlop Rinpoche 

Sometimes when people say anything would be fine for them, it is not that they do not care, but they choose to tolerant for everyone's sake. They want to collect the drops of ocean rather than giving them away. We're searching for these little drops called love. Good luck for the journey. God bless you kind-hearted people. :)

Shut off.

It is not like you do not give in your sincerity, it is not like you do not put in your heart.

Perhaps I take these relationships too seriously. 

However, I do not regret at all. I just feel a little disappointment inside me. But I understand.

Nobody likes isolation. I do not want that even if I do that to myself. 

But no choice. I must understand my own difficulties nowadays.

Never mind, no matter how hard it is, you will be okay, you will be fine.

Friendships are something essential in my life. I love my sisters and buddies, truly, even if you're a new friend to me. Now, I do not force someone to treat me the way I do although I hope people around love me as a trustful friend. 


My friends are the peanut to my butter, the straw to my berries, the ice to my cream, the lolly to my pop, the sweet to my heart, the sun to my shine... They are the ingredients of my life. That's why I always take everything to heart. 


When things seem to go wrong, I apply the principle - Forgive and Forget.  

This really makes life easier and more peaceful.

You need to walk the road alone, both physically and mentally.
In the end, you will see sunshine.
有时候叹一叹气，看开一些，所有的不愉快都会烟消云散。



p/s: 卡门总是乐观开朗。 Well, it's not end of the world yet. :)

Just Say So.

I would like to recommend an English album to you.

It is titled as 'Just Say So' by an outstanding female Singaporean singer/composer - Tanya Chua.

Just Say So

You should listen to the everything in it.

Reasons:

-Acoustic

-Beautiful music

-Chilling

-Encouraging

-Extraordinary voice

-Free style

-Meaningful lyrics

-Self-reflection

-Things about life

There are a number of songs in this album:

Let's Get Together, Just Say So, Make It for Real, Carousel, Back Into My Life, More Than Anyone, Never Before, See You Again, Game With Fate, *Key To Happiness, Friends.

*Dedicated to those who face some obstacles in life. :)

Relief?

Today was such a tiring day out.

We were looking for apartment in nearby IMU and finally we got three whole units for all of us.

Things were alright, though there were some disagreement between us. 

I'm sure that another longer episode of tougher life is going to begin.

In fact I look for to it even though I know that I will need to strive really hard to achieve this. 

Thinking about the possibilities of not passing the minimum requirement and entering uni as well, I seriously do not wanna cause problem to others. But I know, the hardest times have passed.

Wish everything will turn out good. Relieved, I can breathe now. 

Still, God bless us. I believe that most of my friends are totally qualified and have no worries. 

So, best luck to our singing kaki - Xin Zhe!