Ah. Great.

I SWEAR. 

It's not good to be a stalker. 

When you discover something that you dislike,

it's difficult to get it out of your mind. 

Trust me. You wouldn't want it to happen.

You can't help but still stalking people?

Once-in-a-while would be fine.

Just try to control yourself. DO NOT do that so often.

Let them stalk you. LOL -.-

Or you will regret... 

Distance.

Do you still remember me?

We are losing contact again.
And I don't like this.

Sometimes I think you might be busy,
well it's really good to concentrate on what you're doing now.

I'm trying to convince myself that,
you may not wanna bother me,
or am I just being forgotten?

I always pick the brighter side for God's sake.

I miss the time we talked.
Every moment of it...

Were those questions for real?
I remember every one of them. LDR, first sight...
What you mentioned in the car. Did you really mean it?

You're such a subtle person.
Tell me frankly please, everything.
Don't make it into some jokes.
I can't differentiate which is real and which is not.

Hey, the one who is able to make me laugh even with texts,
we talked face-to-face once,
and the time was definitely not sufficient to catch up with you after so long.

I want to know more  about you.
Not only about her, but you.
Whatever you want to talk about, anything.

Perhaps I'm expecting too much from the very very beginning.

Is it Chemistry?
If it is, I think I've tasted it. Bittersweet. :)

The Frame.

It's not that I wanna lock myself in the empty room.

Who wants to face the lifeless world?

I'd rather choose to be inert and solitary,

than to fake a smile in front of everybody.

Till then.

#backtolife

Help?

It has been really hectic lately.
So much workload.

I think I'm losing myself.
All the bad news are tearing me apart.

God knows, I can't focus on my studies.
I lock myself in the room, and make myself to concentrate.
However, it's too bad that even if I gaze at the work, I have blank minds.

What's going on with my world?

Hate crying nowadays.
Who likes to break into tears and show their fragile side?
I can't even count the times that I cried since I've got the everybody-desired-scholarship.

If I were a rich spoilt kid... IF.
How many of them went overseas? Worries? They don't even exist.

Salute to CWX for not accepting it.
Brave enough. See, you have a good life.
At least you didn't end up like me.

OngLiyin you're a great woman.
Feel like talking to you, but the hectic life does not allow.

Hang on there babe. We gotta hang on. :(
Love ya!

祈祷

听起来，这是件极为重大的事情。
我还在那里风流快活，
至今才发觉它的严重性。

怎么办呢？
这不只是对他们很大的打击，对我也有很大的影响。

而我前阵子还闹出一些不愉快。
他们撑得那么辛苦，
还得承受我的自私。

他们没解释目前的状况。
当我开始了解，才醒悟，
我是少年不识愁滋味，为赋新词强说愁。

我现在的压力，远远不及他们的忧虑。
他们应该很无助吧?
真的很惭愧，我一点也帮不上忙。

老天爷什么时候伸出援手，
打救我最亲爱的他们？

十二点过了，我还是想对你说：
妈，生日快乐。加油，我爱你。

牢

有时候，我会有股冲动爬窗 - 逃亡。

你把它当成监牢，那它就是监牢。

我有尝试不去想。

可是，

因为最近的烦恼都散不去，

而我只能透过这扇窗仰望着那片，

我一直很想翱翔的天空。

我想说，我已经很坚强了。

Heart-warming.

There are some people around you giving you support.

When they learn that you are having some problem, 

they would straight away show concern and offer help.

They ask you what has happened and wanna know how do you feel.

Unlike others, don't even bother you're alive.

They would try their best to cheer you up. 

Give you some sweet reminders. Ask you to take care of yourself.

They wanna know more about you. They love you. 

These people are called - REAL FRIENDS. 

The relationships are known as - TRUE FRIENDSHIPS. 

I must remember. The family love.

Dad's love towards me is forever spilling, everlasting. 

Carmen, 

Do remember the moment when he told you how much he loves you. 

It sounded indirect but I know, I felt his love. 

I was speechless. Answered his questions with no answers.

You embrace your girl with all you have.

That night, I understood. 

It really hurt seeing your girl cry in front of everybody. 

I was sure that you drove home with sadness plus at least, a tiny bit of disappointment.

Your girl felt very sorry for that too. Forgive me Dad.

People say that a father is the daughter's first love. 

I totally agree. 

Dad, I love you. I am always your girl. 

You and mom is always the Best.  

Hugs for my friends too. You guys helped me a lot. 

Love's in the air. You guys are all my valentineS. 

快疯了

当你知道你的决定遭人否定
尤其是家人

那种感觉实在是不好受

得不到支持就罢了 也算了

可他们还反对

为什么不听我说呢

一句话丢过来就把我打入地狱

怎么辩解都没有用吗

明知道自己眼浅

但还是得讨论这话题

坐下来好好地谈好吗

心平气和地听我解释好吗

我懂你爱我 担心我的未来

对我的期望不小 我了解

一路以来 这孩子令你感到骄傲 

现在她让你失望了吗

天知道

好想做回从前乐观的我